Never force yourself to do anything. Taking risk that is beyond your capacity will ruined your life. Understand who you are. Learn how to adapt the things around you.
Understand Yourself and deal with the negative side. Encourage the good side.
I understand myself as a writer and determine to write. I found joy and happiness when writing. I never thought I would be a motivational speaker. Try and get to know who you truly are. Study the way you interact with people around you.